Birthday In Heaven

Hi Brody,

So how is my baby? Hope you're happy. You know today is Peyton's Angel/Birthday. I talk to his Mommy all the time. I bet there is a big party going on right now. I wish I could see it. Make sure Peyton send his Mommy love today. She really needs it.

I'm sorry about yesterday. I didn't mean to break down like that at the cemetery. I just can't seem to let go of my guilt. I miss you so much that I can't stand it. I wish I could do things all over again. Maybe you would be here right now if I had made different choices. I don't know and I guess I never will.

I love you baby. Wish you were here with me. Have fun today at the Birthday Party. XOXO