...You were born and taken the same day. I keep thinking about what you should be doing right now. Sitting up, crawling, eating baby food, smiling, crying, laughing, and so much more. I wish I could have rocked you asleep. I would have loved to hold you for hours and just watch you sleep. I wish I could have seen you and your sister play. I know it would have probably been more fighting then playing, but that's better then what I have now. My heart feels empty and heavy at the same time. I wish you could come back to me. Just for a little while. I want to tell you how much I love you and how sorry I am that I didn't know something was wrong. I have so many regrets. The one regret I don't have is you. If I had to do it all over again, knowing what would happen, I would still do it. Your my baby, always will be. Please don't forget me.
Play and have fun in Heaven. One day I will join you. Until then I'll leave you in God's hands. But I'm waiting for the day that God puts your hands in mine.
I love you.
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