Jul 24, 2006

Thinking of You

I saw this picture and I thought of you. Of how I should be holding you right now and how much I'm missing.

It's been 11 months now. Your birthday is just around the corner. I don't know what to do. I know I should be happy for you. I know you're better off in heaven away from this cruel world. But I just can't. I feel so empty sometimes. I know I put on a good front for everyone because I want everyone to alright. I think it helps me too. It makes me forget how sad I am.

But I can't forget you.

I can't and I won't.

Never.

I love you sweetie. I wish you were here. Watch over all of us and send us your love. We miss you so much. XOXO



1 comment:

Rohit said...

i was here on ur son's last birthday if u remember......and i am here today also...

i hope this pain goes away soon.....
i can picture broody sitting up there smiling at your pain...don't you think that when love is so divine then dimensions of space and time become meaningless.......