May 24, 2006

Today

Today I should be getting you ready for pictures.
Today I should be trying to make you smile.
Today I should be taking you out to lunch because you were such a good boy.
Today should have been a milestone in your life.
Today I should be happy.

Instead I'm here in front of this computer. Writing my pain. Wishing you were here and hating life. 9 months old today. I bet your so handsome. Just like your Daddy. I love you Brody and I'll ache inside until I see you again.

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