Down

Hi Honey,
I miss you. You know Mother's Day is around the corner and I can't help being down. I wish you were her with me. I'm scared of what the day will bring. I know I'm going to Grandma's house but I hope she doesn't make me feel worse. She can do that sometimes.

I noticed the last time I visited you that another baby was buried. It's so sad. I couldn't help but think of what that mother is going through and how I know all too well. It's not fair Brody. None of this is. Why? I just want to know why?

I love you. Please send me some hugs and kisses on Mother's Day. I need you to help me through it.