Are You Mad?

I'm so sorry it's been awhile. I don't want you to think that I don't care. Please don't be mad at Mommy for not writing. You've probably noticed that I don't stay as long at the cemetery as I use to. Sometimes I don't even cry. Maybe I'm starting to heal. But I'll never stop missing you.
So how is it in heaven? I wish I could see it with you. I bet it's beautiful. Just like you. Your my special little boy. I just want to hold you one more time. I know I say it alot but it's something I think about all the time.
I'm so sorry Brody for everything I did wrong. I love you. xoxo