First Of Many

Hi Baby,
First I have to say how much I miss you. There is not a day that goes by that I wish you were here. This will be the first of many letters to you. I'm not sure how often I will write. Mainly because it hurts. It hurts not being able to tell you these things in person. It hurts that I never got to hear you cry, laugh, or call me Mommy. I hurt all over and it will never go away, not till I see you again.

I decided to start this now because I believe today was the day, one year ago, you were conceived. It happened so quick. I never thought I would get pregnant so soon. Daddy and I had just talked about getting pregnant right after Christmas and three weeks later, there you were. I just wish you still was here.

I love you. Daddy and Jocey love you, and miss you dearly. XOXO, my Angel.