It's been 11 months now. Your birthday is just around the corner. I don't know what to do. I know I should be happy for you. I know you're better off in heaven away from this cruel world. But I just can't. I feel so empty sometimes. I know I put on a good front for everyone because I want everyone to alright. I think it helps me too. It makes me forget how sad I am.
But I can't forget you.
I can't and I won't.
Never.
I love you sweetie. I wish you were here. Watch over all of us and send us your love. We miss you so much. XOXO
