Sorry Baby

Mommy so sorry that she hasn't written in awhile. Things have been very busy for me. I've had a lot to do at work, plus taking care of your Daddy and Sissy. Daddy is stressed about quitting his job and Sissy had to get another set of tubes in her ears. She ok though. Your vase is finally in. I'm going to put some new things in today after work. I hope you like them. I miss you so much. I see little boys at the store or restaurants and I can't help but feel sad knowing that I'll never get to see you grow up. Life can be so unfair but I'm trying not to let it get me down. It's hard though.
I love you, always and forever.

Memorial

Hi Baby,
So how are you? Did you get the balloon I sent? I hope you did. It was so sad. I tried not to break down, but I couldn't help it. So many babies. So many broken hearts. I talked to a few people. I now the pain all too well. I guess I wanted to make sure they knew they're not alone. I wish I didn't have to be there. I wish you were home with me and that this nightmare never happened. Help me Brody and help all the other Mommies and Daddies through their pain. Make sure the other babies show them love like you do me. I know I feel you sometimes. And I'm so grateful for that. Never stop, please.
I love you and miss you very much! ~hugs & kisses~